Bad Blogger, Bad News and Feeling Down

Cant believe I have done nothing since Friday, chemo was a bit harsh this week. I had a hospital appointment yesterday and I got some cr*p news from my Oncologist, it would seem that after 5 months of various chemotherapy treatments, there has been no change in two of the tumors and one has actually increased in size and is now worse than when I started, so I will now be going for daily radium for 4 weeks as well as the weekly chemo. So I am a bit numb today as you can imagine, I want to be crafting but cant seem to get my head in the right place.